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at the bestfriend number two's house

bored af' cuuh.

soo me nd ally have job together now lmao late af i know.

and these BAD ass kidds are literally bad af lmao 

im soooooo boredddddddddddddd fuckkk

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So its the summer before my senior year, i know i know WHAAAAT lmfao im young.

but i dont wanna party anymore its so old to me. i guess this summer is just going to be musica allllll the time.

anyways ima update on music releases and such.

yeah buddy

so i got a trainer, tryna loose :]

started working with some new people musically, basically becoming mad successful, tryna make mad money!

well ill keep everyone updated

stay blessed, keep faith, 

september

the dreaded day

well its may 30,

 i never would have imagined myself making it to this day,  especially remaining in a positive mind set.

if you didnt know, a year ago on may 30, 2008 my father passed away from a heart attack.

i must say it was one of the hardest days i endured. i never would have thought that i would be okay with the situation. for the first time in a long time im here to say im okay, yes he was my best friend but i know hes always there with me cheering me on. every performance, every studio day, every test of my strength hes there rooting for me. sometimes i find myself just crying because i dont think i can make it without him, my family couldnt go on without him. i would just sit there and wish, beg and plead god please give him back.

i guess the thing that hit me the hardest is the fact that i never got to say goodbye, he never got to see me do regular teenage things, get my license, shit not even my permit, never got to watch me walk across that stage to get the thing we have been working for 12 years for, see me perform, watch me succeed. and now with everything in my life taking off at a running start, i feel like a piece is missing now. ive wished for many unrealistic things in my lifetime, and this is probably the most unrealistic of them all. i just want my dad back, just so he can see me do the things he wished for. for the rest of my life i will dedicate every good thing to him, he made me who i am today. he gave me the hopes and dreams ive come to have today. he told me to take my dreams and run, dont ever give up on something you want, you just have to work long and hard and you will get it. 

i know when i graduate, ill be lookin for you, my first performance ill be wishing you were sitting front row and center, i wish you'd be giving me off on my wedding day(if that ever happens lol)  . when i was lost you helped me find me, and im forever grateful for everything dad, you raised a strong woman, a musician who WILL make it no doubt about it,  i do everything for you and the name you made for yourself and our family. dont worry dad, ill keep them safe, and ill always protect my family. ill keep my mom strong and keep the rest safe. i miss you soo much, more then anything more then words can express. cant wait till i see you again

i love you and always will

Rest In Peace William Dennis Richardson 

04.01.60-05.30.08

back at it

so pretty much im back on it.

ive come to the conclusion that GG needs a reality show.

 this weekend? maxxxx crazzy, it got me thinkin.

i need to start takin my life serious, cuz shit i only got one.

sometimes you gotta hustle to get what you want.

anywhoo,

music music music, its goin good, i just need to get my shit together.

school ? aha, fuck i need to get that BACK, homeschool isnt what its cracked up to be.

-resoloution; stop cussing ? can yu have a old years resolution if new years passed ? i think soo.

me nd t4 beeen fightin helllla lately, i dont like this shit, at all.

i just wanna live, i just want something real.

sleep on it 

ayyyyooo

soo im backkkk, forgot my shit for a lil bittt butt mayneee im heree :]

mannn

cuh i havent updated in a hott second.

the past 3 weeekends have beeen maxxx poppin, F$ party weaaaaaaaaakkk lmfao but its okay we still support you hoes.
my best is betterrr, got them stiches out her hand aha dumb ass cant even tell the story. pretty much mann i love my life.
me and ally were jus discusing it, i have so many people i love in my life and SLOWLY the haterrs start too fade away. its funnny how people try so hard to figure out what youre doing wit your life. like cuh GET A LIFE.

people amuse me and keeep me giggling, aahaha. anywhoo- mann this ish is kinda sad mann, im confused about everything, one minute im bayy nd shit the next i dont get a hit up all day, allly you was right this some shit. im too the ppoint where idgaf anymore.

GG bbq feennnna be crunk lmfao forrreal though, and tatts on friday. btw NO! i dont go to cimarron anymore, homeeschool so dont even botther to ask.

Much Love

you know

when i think of it, im truely blessed.
i have great people in my life that would doo anything for mee. mann i juss wanna say thank you, for evrything cuh, forreal.

this weekend super duper bussy, studio fridayy dXc satt photoshoot sunndayy. maybe i can fit someone in there lmfao. tomorrow im starting this fast thing, 14 days mann fennna cleanse my body and get my shit right. school is finally gettin back on hand, i fell off for quite a bit but im backk.

i feeel super great, my music is taking a turn for the best and im excited & ready to work for the best & honestly fame isnt even what im searching after, i just want to be heard, thats alll. if fame comes then god bless. im extra proud of me and raquel for finallly chasing our dream & thank you too the people that will always stick beside me.


on a lighter note;
my best bia allly- get better cuhh, you got me over here worried about you, i love you mann so dont die bitch.

i havent been on in forevvvverr so heres a lowkey up datee- wrote a songg the other day, harmony, bombbb. i went to church and hopefully i start going more often, thank janae.

hmmm idkk bbl i guess.

god blesss

-g o l d

update

yesterday had to have been the best day ever- as of yesterday harmony is SIGNED to a local lable & getting in the studioo asap with Remixx the producer.

omg im happpyy :]

ugh best day ever

anywho harmony photoshoot coming up so keep a lookout !

like tupac said today was a good day

im come to the conclusion that life is great. harmony just got put on a local label so support locaal artists. i hope i get this job though forreal.

mannn i cant wait to garduate and truely start my fashion line & open my first boutique. i know it wont happen fast but it will happen.

in retrospect-this whole chris brown and rihanna thing is completely idiotic on both parts. and honestly idk why we all care so much ahhh waitt i know cuz were noseyy lol.

soo its official knyew is the hottest streetwear store-well to me.

anywhoo im offf right now so be blessed cuh.

allly is a dushh bagg

so pretty much ally is a jerk face weeenie man & johnny ilyy !

so 3 day was actually pretty grreatt though im sad for chris brown lmfao.
rihanna herpies ? wtff fuck it she still my idol.

i miss my beachboy maxxx hmm and fuck yu allly cuz i know yu laughin.

darion did some cute ass shit 3day that valentine shit was BOMB bitch bomb like wtf i need some shit like that.

glasses comming in nd they are bomb & wtf i was talkin about prom 3day; wtf ima do lmfao i need a date aha ima make my dress though forreal.

rachael dont trip chicken strip evverythng will turn out goood.

imy biaaass & ily cuh

-g o l d

urghhh

soo pretty much thank yu jesus !
i got my phonee backk :]

but my moms makin me appologize to tht fuckin teachherr urgghh.

& that chris nd rihanna thing wtf ! how could he hurt my mentorr lol gahhhh fuckk him cuh !

i misss myy beachhboyy maxx thoo :[
blahh nd rachael things shalll get better young grasshoppah.

g o g o l d

- ps ally yur an idiot

urgh

so im in trouble once again ugh.

mall today was coo but it sucks im in for the nighhhht.

akward as fuck today; mayb its cuz i dont have my phone but idek.

people are so fuckin wierd cuh forreal.

mannn cuh rachael where thee fuckk yu att ?

& arizona neexx weeek yeeh ?

PAPPIN

ally bitch ily.

blaaaaaah

grounded

so im like officially GROUNDED ugh.
mom straight up playedd mee.


my g o l d girlss have funn at the game without me cuh

mall todayy was actually funn got hella shit wit ally aha myy bitch.

ughh this sucks grrrr freakin teachers.

valentines day

i need a valentine like asap.
lmfao shhhhhh lowkeyy lookin ahaha

young bitch

youngg as girls; why would you write someone & cuss them out then block then on myspace.
young shit i dont get it.

anywwayss. this shit is soo retarded forreal bitches need to grow up.

you can never

be forreal wit someone.
ugh i swear people can never keep it one hundred wit me. like ughh today was a bad day.

im soo sickk of people.
like straight up he made me look dumb ugh but anyway-

my bitch allly puppy is soo fuckn cute i want one.
valentiines day is next week and im fennna be ALONE lol aint that some shit reallly. like yesterday evrything was peeachhyy today it suxx.

like dennys free breakfast was poppin though but evrythng else was MAXXXXXX fucked.


hmm idk

easy lover

i wish.

for once in my life im content with evrything.

when i say evrything i mean evryythng.

i finally dont care if we amount to anyything.

my life is going greatt; no dramma i have old friends back in my life & im gettin rid of the unneeded.

i woulnt change it for anything. life has been soo much better since 08 for me. im finally somewhat okay withh my dad not being here. i have alot of people to thank for that because without you guys i wouldnt have made it this far.

"greatness cant be taught, but it can be leared"-korey james sheffey